Friday, August 7, 2015

08/07/2015

It's Friday ... another hot day in Los Angeles. I'm missing my good friend today ....these past few days all i do is think of her .

Imagine knowing you will die within a year ... leaving your children, your husband .. leaving this earth.

Thursday, August 6, 2015

08/06/2015
A blog... hmm, i don't even know if I'm doing this right . It's OK, right now i just need to put my thoughts on paper . 

Life...what is the meaning of life ? are we here for ourselves or to make a difference in someone Else's life ? I sit her and think ...and think ...i wonder why some suffer so much more than others .

What do you really say to a dying friend ?  A mother, 4 children and a husband will soon lose her from stage 3 liver cancer. My heart is heavy ...my chest is heavy, only in her 30's and her life will soon be over . She's such a private person that i cant even discuss her condition with others.... i feel trapped, sad, angry, ..... i just don't know